H.O.P.E

Assalamualaikum and hye everyone!:)

I'm back guys, yeayyy finally ! hehe.,

Firstly, i'm so sorry for taking too much time to update the new post , mybe i'm too lazy and have no idea what to write, i guess. So, for this post, i just wanna share a little bit of my new journey as a master student in Malaysia, hehe, might be a little bit boring hehe..

so yeah bismillah, i started my study in Master of Philosophy in Universiti Teknologi Malaysia, KL for already about 3 month which is from last September, and alhamdulillah everything going well during the registration even though i felt like a little bit sad because i went to UTM alone without my parents and also i didnt know anyone there during the registration, hehe i guess i'm too "manja", thats why even for the registration, i actually need someone to accompany me :p

Actually, even for registration, i already felt the different between studying in Japan and Malaysia, one of the reason of course everyone talked in Malay and English hehehe yeayyyy finally i manage to focus and understand about what they are saying about what master student have to do, and all of that hehe..

and after that, i went to my laboratory to meet all my labmates, senpais and sensei,, alhamdulillah everyone was very kind, so friendly, and also so funny hehe, and yeah alhamdulillah i finally knew that there were also another 2 students which registered into the same ikohza (laboratory) with me, so yess im not alone ! :p

But as everyone said , being a master student is totally different with degree, im totally agree with that, huhu,, one of the reason is that, you cannot depend on your supervisor, or your senior, research assistant and so on to tell you everything , explain everything about your research. Its your job to find everything about your research, do some research in internet, reading journal and so on,.. someone also said to me that being a research student is a bit tough because there will be a time that you have a problem with the research, but you cant 100% share it with other person like your parents and your bestfriend because they dont understand about the things that you are doing,,  yes its a little bit stress but insyaAllah if we put some effort i guess, we can end this journey beautifully aminn :)

I got this one quote from my sensei, he said to me that, " A difficult path often lead to a beautiful sucess", im sure that you guys also know this quote right ? :) I like this quote a lot and everytime, im having a hard time , i always remember this quote, and think that no matter that the journey that we chose is hard, is tough, please believe that there still a HOPE, dont ever thinking that we wanna to give up before we put our effort to handle all those things :)

thats all :)

please cheer up !

with love,

syeraa :p

Resolutions ? :)

Alhamdulillah, me turned 22 years old 3 days ago, 9 September :)

Alhamdulillah ya Allah for giving this chance for me to see this another one year, and i am so blessed ;)
so for this time, lets me share about my new resolutions yeayy hehe :p
yaa, because lately i feel like there are so many thoughts that running in my mind, and so many emotions playing in my heart, so i think i have to settle down all these things faster ,, haishh i know this is so hard because i know myself, yaa mybe everyone also know that im always tend to overthinking, thinking about not so important things, so now i hope i can stop all these things , i want to be a positive thinker, wanna to focus to my study !, yoshh !! haha,, actually, its a bit weird when someone called syera say something like this, but its okay , thats what we called new resolutions right ? positive vibes is needed :)

i have not so many azam baru like everyone else because i know i will forget all that things when i put too many resolutions in my head .

 As my birthday this year a little bit special because i can meet so many peoples on my birthday, so i wanna share some photos with all of you :p

USJ with leley, ain,yana, and damia :)

Kyoto vibes with leley, yaya and madi :)

Nara with sue, tirah and leley ;)

Eid Mubarak ! :)

Assalamualaikum guys:)

Ramadhan have leave us and now its turn for Syawal ....  tak tahu kenapa tapi tahun ni rasa mcm sedih sangat.. hehe ,,, mybe sbb satu bulan Ramadhan xley puasa sama2 dgn family and Hari Raya pun terpaksa smbut kat sini dengan kawan2 xley sambut ngn family kat kampung..., yaa,, i miss them a lot but i have so much things to do here and i plan to go back to Malaysia after final exam this August, wish me luck okay hehe ;)

sedih2 pun actually bnyak bende je yg happy raya tahun ni,, yelahhh, xley la sedih2 sangat kan sbb tahun ni tahun last sambut raya kat nihon ni :) hehe insyaAllah lps ni boley sambut puasa n raya kat malaysia dah hehe :)

so hari ni nak share gambar raya hari tu, ngn kindaitachi hehe...,, even ramai yang takde tapi Alhamdulillah still happening sbb boley masak ramai2, boley buat kuih raya sama2, boley mkn sama2 hehe :)

 nanti tahun depan mesti rindu muka2 yang ada dalam gambar pulak:)

rindu, rindu sangat

tak tahu kenapa saikin (sejak kebelakangan ni) rasa rindu ngat kat diorang ni.. tapi semua orang duk jauh dah skrg..., kalau dulu xsempat rindu, terus berlari g cari kat dorm masing-masing, hehe makan laksa penang , makan megi tomyam lah megi kari lah macam macam.. tapi dah nak dekat 5 tahun dah berlalu saat saat tu, dulu sehari boley jumpa berpuluh kali, sekarang nak jumpa sekali setahun pun susah.. :)

teringat dulu, kalau aku sakit, diorang mesti ramai2 bimbang datang ramai2 kat bilik sakit, bawak makanan, sanggup papah dari kelas tingkat 4 nak bawak balik ke bilik sakit asrama.., kalau ade masalah kecik ke besar ke, mesti share sama2, gelak sama2 , nangis sama2.., hehe, tapi kan ade satu benda yang lawak, kitorang ni sume sekolah asrama , mmg jadi satu budaya kot eh kalau kat sekolah asrama, kalau kita rapat ngn kawan kita, pergi mana sama2, orang akan cop kita geng :) haha, sampai kena panggil ngn senior, kena marah tengking sume sbb kene cop geng,, takpelahh sume tu kenangan, mybe kalau xde kenangan tu , hambar kot zaman skolah dulu hehehe,,..

antara kitorang ni, ade yang garang , ada yang suka nangis, ade yang xreti marah org, ade yg ganas haha,, yang garang tu meksa kot ngn chek haha,,chek gile2 sikit xmatured hehe,, kalau diorang baca ni mesti aku kene marah kot.., kalau yang suka nangis konfem aku ngn ayu la kot haha.., sue yg mana ek,  sue susah nak nangis tp kalau bg nasihat mmg power hehe..,  kitorang x geng sbnarnye tp kalau org nk ckp kitorang geng pun xpelaa biar jelah haha..

xtahu bila boley kumpul balik macam dulu2 , but i hope it will happen oneday, maybe when one of us got married hehehe..semoga korang sentiasa berada dalam lindungan-NYA ,aminn :)

When it all comes caving in

And you can't be brave again

Whenever you need a friend

Need a friend, call me

When the red lights stop your tracks

And you know you can't turn back

So whenever you need a friend

Need a friend, call me

'Cause I'll be there to carry you home

When you're on your own, so scared

And I'll be there when it all goes wrong

Just to show you someone cares

If you need a light, I'll help you find a reason to believe

Call me

Yeah, we all fight different fights

But everybody feels, everybody bleeds, everybody cries

So whenever you need a friend

Need a friend, call me

'Cause I'll be there to carry you home

When you're on your own, so scared

And I'll be there when it all goes wrong

Just to show you someone cares